The more freetime is available, the less work will be done

Also : 3AM is best time to vacuum cleaning and fix water pipes.

In a 10:5:85 split

How engage the other two modes on useful topics???

So far I cna only engage them on autistic hyperfocus games like Factorio or YouTube history rabbit holes. Everywhere else I am permanently stuck in mode #3

Honest question - How do you manage an AuDHD person? Im pretty sure im also undiagnosed adhd, but this kid at my work is the embodiment of this meme. Hes a superstar on some days, and a waste of time on others. like his antics and stories waste time as a whole for everyone, not just him. I though i could relate with him but that doesn't seem to be the case.

This is exactly how I work, with the guy on the far right seeming to dominate most of the time. When I’m in the middle mode, I can more than make up for the lost productivity of the other two in a shockingly small amount of time.

With physical work, I can chug along all day like a machine.

I would love to have a job where random time progress was an option.

But I’ve never worked a steady job where my metric was deliverables, it has always been coverage and service. And handle time ungh.

So stress. Much burnout.

I imagine it like this (good idea coz also autist): Normal people have more or less steady levels of concentration, focus, etc. ADHD people have it a lot different:

• low activity mode
• medium activity mode
• super-high activity mode

but I also think, that in the end the total activity expense has to be equal of a normal people so it's all about compromises: think less for 5 days, then brainstorm for 3-6 hours 1 day and achieve concentration and capability levels that normal people can only dream of.

the problem is knowing which mode is when, and if it's possible to influence them? for example today I got my super high activity mode triggered by A LOT of sugar. Right now I'm doing tasks that required my mind to "JUMP" high, and for a long time far away. I'm doing it.

but also fuck had also something important to say - forgot.

I'm doing like 3-5 things "at once" - I mean in 1 query - pausing the doing the other thing, rinse and repeat.

alright, I backtraced my own thoughts ( going backwards thought by thought ), I remembered:

It actually does feel like 3 modes (again but different comparisson):

• normal car, sometimes
• super shit car what the fuck super slow, sometimes (but also, in this mode we can do things and act as we usually do - the muscle memory for example can automatically jump in, or other things such as doing things we used to - just repeating, but sadly a lot of the time that doesn't work, and being in this mode while at a workplace, and ESPECIALLY if you're new to the company or whatever... it's a very bad timing)
• 600 hp muscle car, sometimes

compared to normal brains (neurotypical):

• normal car, sometimes
• a bit slower car, sometimes
• 200hp better car, sometimes

R E A L

:(

Lmao. As a teacher, none of these affect my productivity positively or negatively. Time exists during the school day, time doesn't exist at all other hours