BaconCheeseborgor tonight

BaconCheeseborgor tonight

Today's mental therapy: Moving mulch.
Yesterday the resident magpie was having a fight w/ her (I presume) partner. Was pretty viscous, I've never seen that before. Today they're just wondering around together eating stuff from the lawn like nothing happened. Makes you wonder the sorts of things they fight about. Wasn't territory (they've been there together for years).
Familycalhoon are getting a new microwave for the first time in about 20 years. I think they used to have just the one kind...

Also, first Parkrun in about 5 weeks.. Good to be back at it, but why did I pick one that had a hill on the way out and on the way back....
I'll kick off early:
Cheers π₯
Also the kitten is the bravest one


Went to the gemstone and lapidary club show and it was very interesting. Lots of stuff that I just wanted to touch because it was so polished and smooth. Lots of beautiful fossils and a gem faceting demonstration. It's a 2 day thing so I'm going back tomorrow because I've got a guy holding a lapis pendant for me (oops π¬πΈ) and there was a piece of petrified wood that I really liked because it looked nice to hold in my hand and I hope it's still there. I bought an orthoceras pendant as well. I'd like something amber as well. Dammit there were so many things I wanted! I loved the opals and malachite as well.
Careful with amber, dodgy people cook it to look better than it really is.
most gemstones are heated to intensify colour, π€·ββοΈ they are still beautiful
the bad amber is ground up into a dust then compressed, synthetic resin may also be added ,
check using a black light, real amber glows a strange milky green, it's not real
the big problem is selling them at a higher price as if they are completely natural, heated are not
Nice. π
and , um, where is this wonderful show π Found it https://eglc.com.au/events/
I might like an opalised shell fossil or a mosasaur tooth , maybe some moss agate and blue lace agate cabs I can put in rings
It's quite a small event in the local (to me) church hall, but I can look at that sort of thing for ages, and the Minipeelers share my love of fossils and minerals. I'd love to take them to that fossil place out in the eastern side of town, I've heard it's huge! (Edit: I may be thinking of Chrystal World in Devon Meadows?)
Problem? No, not at all.

Ooh whatβs your favourite?
One that isn't currently present. Scorpion Strike. https://thechillifactory.com/products/scorpion-strike?_pos=2&_sid=22e666907&_ss=r
And I just discovered there is a jerky. Credit card workout time!!
Theyβre not hot but try sweet mustard pickles too
Fantastic on a cheese sandwich
that byron bay green jalapeno is awesome, I go thru so many bottles of it, it goes in and on so many dishes
These all look amazing! What's the Fancy Hanks one like?
It is weird being awake at 5am though. I used to do this a couple of years before lockdown for gym before uni and work.
Still rather this and get the sleep and be in a good mood than stay in bed longer and feel like shit.
Edit: 9am I donβt know what to do with myself. I have very little motivation. Aaargh.
11:30am hour and a half PT session shortly. I will no doubt be ded
I have a to do list and also want to bum around brunnie a bit
but i really should rest my back some more βΉοΈ
First block was 4 hours which is great!!!!
But back to normal after that.
Still a victory!
Helga's Mixed Grain bread "New & Improved" = 850g down to 800g. Fuck you personally, Helga.
Edit: White bread went from 750 to 700g too.
Edit 2: Also they are now in the "never goes on special" price category.
I did some gentle squats yesterday and Iβm still tired
Wat
Hey gang. Long time no see! What's been happening in daily discussion land?
Alongside my normal market run, I have procured vanilla slice, a FREE book about my beloved Collingwood (having mates among the second hand book stalls has perks) and a lovely interaction with the prettiest puppy I have ever seen. Bernese mountain dogs are so rare in this country
Youβve got nothing to lose by trying. Keep in mind with Ritalin itβll take a week or so till you get the right rhythm for when to take the pill during the day.
ADHD/ADD is a neurochemical issue not behavioural. If you do have either, willpower wonβt allow your brain to keep more dopamine available, or increase the amount in circulation.
You can't talk therapy or journal your way out of a neurochemical deficiency. Believe me, I've tried.
Medication can be scary, I know. But you may find that some of the behaviours youβre unhappy with may have a chemical reason.
For most of my adult life I thought that I was just inferior, stupid and lazy compared to other people because I couldn't focus long enough to do the things that seemed to come normally to other people.
But that wasn't the case. My brain worked differently and thankfully there was a way to equalise the playing field.
Couldn't focus long enough to read a book after age 16. I used to inhale books before then. Let alone fill out forms or understand taxes or superannuation.
Just something to keep in mind.
Good luck!
Youβre also surrounded by highly critical people and I would think the things said to you would affect your confidence.
Different things work for different people. If you try and it doesnβt work out, you can stop or ask doctor for alternatives. If you feel you donβt have enough information about the medication, possible side effects etc, call the doctor and see if they can answer your questions. If you want to try a bit longer with therapy before starting medication, theres nothing wrong with that choice. Healthcare should occur in the context of informed consent, but some doctors are not great at the βinformedβ part!
years ago when I was seeing a psychologist and a psychiatrist for severe ptsd the doc wanted to put me on meds that could help my memory and also anti anxiety meds. I said no. They said I better have a good reason, I wrote them an essay. But more than that I assured my docs I would under go all the cbt , do everything I could to heal without meds. And I did.
Changing your thinking is hard, behaviourial change is hard, but you must give it some effort if you want results.
I suppose my point is change can happen many ways, it's often uncomfortable, scary, and it takes effort
I used to keep my eye on the long term goals, my life would be better if I had better mental health and better habits, i still do
good luck and so many hugs π½
Arrived in WA and seemingly brought shitty weather with me but because of the rain, it's quite warm! I dusted off my Switch after goodness knows how long and played The Gardens Between for most of the flight. Really cute local game though a bit overdone on the 80s nostalgia/Japan theming with the cutscenes... still very beautifully designed, ingenious puzzles - nothing too hard but they scratch your brain in just the right way that makes you feel like an ingenious kid again. So in that regard, top marks for really giving puzzles a feeling and a narrative.
Well, time to get myself out of this shed of a terminal and enjoy a nice meal and a good night's sleep. π΄
Goodnight allβ€οΈ Seems the 5am wake up will Defs take some getting used to.
I don't think Gibson minds the extra downtime

Gorgeous day outside. Shopping done. Went for a big walk in the park. Now I have the cbfs so just gonna read or do jigsaw. Dinner will be meatballs with mash and salad.
It takes time and practice!! I find the combat fun, but I suck at roleplaying lol! My fav character I made was a Kenku Sorcerer because I could just mimic the other players words ππ
Keep doing one shots and find a supportive group! A supportive and nice group makes it so much easier to engage! I'm so excited for you!!!
The front bedroom was getting quite warm with the sun so I opened the windows to let some air through. Apparently ants were starting a nest in the corner of one of the windows, and few spiders had taken up residence as well. Windows that fully swing open to the inside are not such a good thing in this situation. Full barrier spray has now been applied around both windows and the dead ants vacuumed up.
The day has mostly been good though. I had a nice walk with Mr Woof and have done the weekly cleaning including a change of bed sheets, which are now on the line drying with another load of washing. And tomorrow is predicted to be sunny too.
Bit of a dreary ole day innit?
There's a food & wine "festival" happening next door to the hotel. We thought about checking it out until we realised we were paying $30ea before trying anything - didnt look like a tasting event but a BUY A COCKTAIL event. Now I'm just enjoying a solo dance party on the balcony while watching people basically need to be carried out...
I love a bacon cheeseburger. Who doesnβt ? but the amount of boring prep followed by REALLY fast cooking sends me into a psychotic frenzy. It almost never seems worth it. Almostβ¦
I do the bacon and throw it in the oven on warm on,y yo keep it warm
I cook the bacon first then foil it. That way I can concentrate on the patty and the chips. I refuse to have a cold burger in my own home.
Thatβs what Iβm saying. At my compound, the burgers are straight off the grill and onto your bun. Super hot and fresh with all the toppings you like. But to get to that point where everything lines up is a fucking chore and barely worth it.
People donβt realise what it takes to make a viciously great burger. Type of meat, fat content, type of bun, perfect crispy bacon, lettuce and tomato has to be crisp and cold, various toppings, sauces, chips, all the rest.. itβs no laughing matter haha.
Iβm way too invested in this shit.
Iβve rewashed a load of laundry repeatedly and itβs been in in the machine overnightβ¦ time for a final rewash in hot and Iβll throw my hairbrushes in for a clean too
Avoiding Facebook and Whatsapp has definitely cost me a number of friendships. I attended a funeral recently and as we were running through people not present (work / interstate) they were all keeping in touch via facebook. Age verification will be a drag but there's little point being on a niche social media or messaging service. I can stand proudly with my self hosted XMPP and matrix but no one will be on them.
Somehow, I completely neglected to put "wallet" on my packing list and had pretty much left the building to get into the uber before I remembered in a panic at the last possible second. Thank fuck, given that I'm renting a car in WA in about a week and would need my physical driver's licence most likely. Although, worst case I could've gotten my friend (who has keys to my place) to express post it over but anyway, crisis averted.
I'm sure I'll remember some other thing I wanted to take over and forgot about, but it's too late now! π I have the most important things and clothes to suit every damn weather condition so I'm set. Off to try and be a human again...
Since I got back from NZ I've been eating meals at my desk . It's not nice, I much prefer a table so table it is.
Aw naur, I just had a 4 hour nap.
I'll blame the cat; he sat on me and fell asleep, so I did too π
I just came back from almost a 4 hour nap minus a cat helping.
Still feeling a bit fuzzy.
I've never really managed to get the hang of naps. Falling asleep during the day just doesn't happen.
Woken up by text messages, I was having such a good sleep
Washing about to be put up.
Also sun is out which is nice, coffee has been had, toe less swollen today which is good news so Iβll just rest today again.
Time to hang uo the washing then get another coffee then lunch.
Very important question from Boyo: How many Chuck Norrises could a woodchuck chuck if it was chucking a mural of Chuck made of Chucks.
Up surprisingly early.
Breakfast, gym, market and then I see what happens next
The minor figures churro oat milk is really nice. Goes great with some cold brew coffee.
I was thinking, 'why don't they make their own coffee with their milk?' Then I remembered they did, but it was pressurised with nitrogen, a very acquired taste in coffee. I enjoyed it, but I don't see it on the shelves anymore
Ended up getting a mini blender from Kmart as the standard size were massive. Hope itβs big enough.
I was gifted some salted liquorice so I might have a few pieces now. Edit: ah fuck itβs got fructose syrup in it. Never mind.
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