Some of them even work for a week or two. But sustained effort? No thank you.

Let's not forget the "How together does my shit really need to be anyway?" phase, that's my favorite

First off, how dare you attack me like this

I'm currently experimenting giving up on trying to get your shit together, it's quite a good life but it's still really hard not to make choices that have undesirable effects. Especially if those choices have desirable effects in the short term. Speaking about short term gratification, i should really put away my phone and go to sleep.

Or endlessly thinking about the endless cycle...

I haven’t refilled my Adderall in over a month because I can’t remember to make an appointment until I’m in bed trying to sleep.

Have you tried making a list?

Between cognitive behavioral therapy and meds, I can work 25 hours a week and still generally keep-up my apartment as long as I'm not in a funk.

I still be eating wwwaaaayyyyy too much fast food though. Don't even want fast food. At a point it's kinda mentally gross even if physically very satisfying. Just don't wanna cook. You're telling me I gotta cook and then EAT TOO? I have ibs so 90% of frozen and fast-prep options are out. :(

And some work ! so it's worth it, to cast aside any doubt.

I truly found org-mode is a constant in my life for the last 12 years, and if I want to get something done, I need to put it in my org mode todos.

• step one: learn emacs
• step two: learn org mode

so uh... like 6months of hard work, then life is easy