Simply inspired use of the NSFW tag.
I've been on mirtazapine for a few years now, and it has really helped me. I hope you have the same experience with it. Good luck!
You're such a big loser that if there was a competition to determine the world's biggest loser, you'd come in second.
Um, actually, I think you'll find it's genii.
Yay! Violet's back!

There's a twofer for you.
Cool story, bro. Tell it again.
This could be a fantastic meme template. "Me after logging in to Twitter for 5 seconds," or something like that.
Hail Eris!
So a few years ago, I found myself in a similar situation. My partner was emotionally and verbally abusive, and it even got physical once or twice. She isolated me from my friends and gaslit me to no end. I was terrified of breaking up with her, because it felt like she was all I had, and I was afraid of how she would react. I was scared shitless, but I did it anyway. And I am so incredibly glad I did. I have made great strides since then, socially, mentally and emotionally. If it really is as bad as you describe, my advice is to just bite the bullet and break up. Don't let a drowning person pull you under too.
It might be an ownership or access issue. Try explicitly enabling read/write access to the drive with chmod.