Yes.

Pro tip: You can just eat the ingredients straight from the fridge.

Literally. But I'm doubly fucked in the sense of being a responsible adult because when my boyfriend hears me open the fridge, he will immediately go: Honey, I'll make you something. I'm 99% sure he is possessed by the ghost of a Mediterranean mom.

He's taken to making me fucking brunch everyday since he went on summer break. Soft boiled egg, oatmeal porridge with cinnamon sugar and small dollop of butter, a plate of cherries, pineapple, grapes, cucumber and carrots. The occasional pastry for dessert if he SENSES I'd like it. I never have to tell him anything. He just knows.

I don't deserve him.

my adhd ass loves cooking. but I can't plan, so at best I do groceries for one or two meals, and have little to no other food at home.

Is there shredded cheese?

Dumb question, there is always shredded cheese if you remembered to go shopping. The real question is if it is grated to the appropriate size to shovel into your maw.

unmedicated me: opens fridge, eyes go opposite directions, sigh, take medication with bite of protein bar

medicated me: SPENDS 6 HOURS PREPARING AN ELABORATE DISH AND MAKING A GIANT MESS AND THEN I'M SO EXHAUSTED I BARELY ENJOY IT

unmedicated me tomorrow: FUCK there's a giant mess and a bunch of leftovers i don't want

(i am a huge bitch)

Sadly yeah....ADHD paralysis instantly, I instantly get nervous and go do something else

Is that why I do this? I even buy ingredients for food that will take me 2 minutes to cook but I still just starve

Not at all. Cooking, especially making use of random ingredients, actually hits just right for a good flow state. Prepping, cooking, and cleaning up simultaneously. chef_kiss