My ex is even worse than I remembered and I’m glad the court could see that today.

First time in a month my Friday night D & D group is playing. I'm DM'ing a homebrew campaign I created on various adventures I've played over the last 48 years.

Had to go through my notes today and adjust a few things.

Why the hiatus? We're all adults with lives of our own.

We aren't thinking about a damn thing!

I'm thinking about my mom.

She did not plan well for old age and so she's essentially lived off Social Security and help from my siblings and I. One of my brothers died two years ago. My dad died earlier this year. She became homeless a year ago, but is living with one of my sisters. She's driving for DoorDash every day in a car I lent her two and a half years ago.

But she's very close to finally getting a very nice apartment in a senior community subsidized by my tax dollars through the state, and I'm very excited for her to have her own clean, quiet place to just exist.

The cold finally hit and I am going to get cozied up in a hoodie with a glass of whiskey to play some video games with friends

“Was it the ramen?”, I’m thinking as I’m shitting liquid in a grocery store restroom as I’m typing this.

Same thing I'm thinking every night Pinky...

still reeling from being fired with no given reason last week, still trying to come to terms with the fact that i may be burnt out, still unwilling to go outside and do things with my loved ones. i'm too drained to actually think.

I was stuck alone with the coworker who is unbearable for four hours, so I'm mostly thinking "Yes freedom!! Yesss!!!"

Spent the evening fishing with the kids, I hope they enjoy life

Temu shitler is chief of staff. Great.

NWSL playoffs. The first quarterfinal kicks off in ~3 hours and my team's match is at 9:30 am on Sunday. I foresee some real NWSL After Dark stuff this time around.

eating a burger

How Hakeem Jeffries and Schumer will likely be given leadership even though this entire tsunami vote was against the two of them as much as the present admin.

That nothing will change. We’re all fucked.

How’s your day?

need a job. Got one for me?

"Wish I wasn't lactose intolerant" I think to myself as I eat cheese tortellini.

It looks like the rain won't let up before sunset, so I won't be going for my usual evening walk. I went for a longer walk this morning, in case this happened.

Been in airport hell all day, so all I've been able to think about is how much I hate flying. Airlines, airports, airplanes, fuckin hate them all so much.

Unfortunately, work.

I'm mostly thinking about tomorrow, I have a magic the gathering night planned that should be a lot of fun. Gonna bring the cube and a pile of commander decks, see what the vibe is. Not many people were able to come to this one, but it should still be good!

Pizza. Politics. Zelda. Luanti mods.

Hunting squirrels

Going to session 1 of a Cyberpunk D&D campaign tomorrow and I know almost nothing about Cyberpunk but it should be cool. My buddy is the DM, his gf who I don't like will be there, along with her friend that they're trying to set me up with. She seems cool but if I were to date her that might mean I would either have to hang out with my friend's gf more, or tell the friend that I don't like the gf. Also I don't think my buddy and his gf have a healthy relationship. I think each of them needs to be with someone more emotionally stable than themself. Publicly he will tell you he's deeply in love. He's gone full step-dad. There have been multiple instances of him getting drunk and indicating that she's destroying him inside. We'll see how it goes.

We all designed mini figures on Hero Forge and I'm 3D printing them now, which is cool.

Just woke up. All of the things I need to do. School work needs to get done tonight.

Nyquil 🤧

😭

im becoming progressively more fatigued by the presence of someone in my main friend group, and i dont know what to do about it. its not that shes a bad person or anything, but shes careless of my personal space even though she knows i dont want her to touch me and she oscillates between being extremely quiet and way overly apologetic about shit that doesnt matter and being excessively loud and overexcited. as a neurodivergent person i understand where shes coming from. part of whats making her grate on me is that i used to be more like that and its kind of uncomfortable being around someone dealing with emotional issues ive worked past, but a lot of it is its just... as much as it pains me to say it, annoying. i find her annoying. ugh i hate feeling that way about someone. i kind of want to stop being around her but we're in the same friend group so i cant really avoid her entirely, and i dont see confronting her about her behavior being productive. so yeah idk what to do about it so im just ruminating on it, probably pointlessly.

Felt like making a parody song to celebrate Luigiangione.

People didn’t seem to understand it.

Maybe you will:

Every breath you take

And every move you make

Every bond you break

Every step you take

I'll be watching you

Every single day

And every word you say

Every game you play

Every night you stay

I'll be watching you

Oh, can't you see you belong to me?

How I feed you fakes 

with every step you take

Every job you take 

Each moment you’re awake

Regardless what’s at stake

If you just pick up a rake

I’ll be watching you

Since I came, You’ve  been lost without a trace

You’re sweet intelligence I have replaced 

You feel so cold, and have no one too embrace 

You keep crying baby, baby, please

Mm, mm, mm, mm

Mm, mm, mm

Oh, can't you see you belong to me?

Unless you smash your phone, you never will be free!

You can save your life

Cut out all that strife

You can walk away 

Do it today 

But if you leave I can’t watch you all the time

No more distractions and corporate slime 

You’ll have private picnics in the sun

When you meet out justice you can run

Trust me this is will be fun!

Corporations will be undone 

They won’t be watching you!

I wish I was able to move, I hate my current environment and living situation so badly.

I'm wondering how long we'll have to listen to the U.S. post election talk on Lemmy. Can we move on, please?