It's me again, because I just noticed something in my head, which is, I feel, a good problem too have.

For a while now, whenever I noticed that a lot if my fellow sisters are a bit sad, for a lot of reasons. And every time, my brain is like "I want to cuddle you until you feel better!"

Ever since I stopped with that monogamy altogether, my heart just leaks empathy all over the place. Especially for other trans women it is like... a LOT stronger. You have no idea how cute you all are, for real! If some of you would allow it, I could easily make out until the feelings hurt less and your soul feels just a bit more fine, imagining that is WAY too easy for me!

Which is a good problem to have, because for a long time I was a bit of a misantropic guy, now I swing the opposite. On the outside, I am calm and friendly, but give me consent and you can have kisses on the spot, wherever we stand. No shame, no regret, I rather have to much love then too little and I enjoy sharing. Emotional and physical. Never forget how awesome ane deserving of love you all are, even if "that voice" tells you otherwise, because it lies and has bad taste in ice cream.

So the next time you look in the mirror, remember: The being you see in there is VERY awesome!

Lila, with love, signing off!