Most people have to deny a part of their psyche to function day to day. That accountant has to suppress that once childhood dream of inventing a solution to global warming. That real estate agent is constantly turning from the pocket of their brain that imagined becoming the next great sculptor.

For people who have built their entire means of survival by denying a part of themselves, experiencing the death molecule can lead to the realization of a life unlived. For them, accepting that misstep can feel like a threat to their source of food and shelter. So, they fight the trip. Their struggle is the nightmare.

The potential for a bad trip personally is #1 shrooms by a wide margin if it's anything over a single gram. Definitely the worst because they're more emotional imo.

LSD is my go to. Most stable on it, especially if I'm outside just walking around.

DMT despite making a bunch of it, only used once so far. I had a great time. Euphoria afterwards was amazing. I enjoyed ego death, no fight. So intense though and I hit it properly first try. Haven't worked up the nerves to revisit. Even though I get no visuals in general closed eyes. Aphantasia even DMT can't override.

Now that we got DMT vape carts in Canada I'm wanting to revisit because I can control dosage way better and experiment. I've always heard the opposite: that DMT is hard to have a bad time with.

I complain about my lack of DMT.

The thing is everyone has varying experiences with life and psychedelics (or lack thereof). It has more to do with where you're starting from than how you react, think, or act on the psychedelics sometimes.

I enjoyed it, though my experience was so intense and profound I don't really have any desire to experience it again. Plus, smoking it was very unpleasant, but far less so than, say, eating mushrooms, and the flavor lingers far less.