get rid of first the anxiety, then the old mouldy house so we can put up a new one i've designed.

also finish that design.

Remission would be nice.

I hope that I get to reverse the trend of my quality of living plummeting.

Not die in the coming global wars for resources. But I mean realistically I’m not well positioned for that.

Slow down, do less, achieve less, buy less, worry less. More casual hanging out with trees, birds and lizards in my neighborhood. Eat the rich.

Survival

Moving out of the city into or near the mountains

To have, on balance, made my life better more than worse.

Should be married and own a house by then assuming I don't catastrophically fuck something up.

Hopefully a dog

I would like to buy some land. And start prepping for the shit show.

Buy a house.

Get a second vehicle.

Hopefully get a better job or a few promotions.

Maybe a second kid if the first time around works out okay and the wife wants another. She’s still pregnant with our first so we’ll see. I love kids so I’d probably want more than one.

Build myself a new life in Australia, get a motorbike and do lots of road trips, and maybe start a family.

Survive as well as possible. Might not but oh well.

A consistent beautiful high kickflip.

Go solar

Work through my Steam library.

FIRE numbers.

Play guitar on stage for first time

I hope I will be able to release my third indie-game about life after singularity. For now have only one released, but it is going strong.

Cardiac arrest

As always the right lottery numbers, so far I never got it right but it is what I hope to achieve in the next 5 years

Getting some personal projects and bucket-list items done:

• Fixing my sleep schedule and other health habits
• Getting back to my pre-COVID gym schedule
• Making my own mechanical keyboard
• Learning about 3D modelling and acquiring a 3D printer
• Organizing and curating my 6 TB data hoard
• Start learning a new language or polishing up the one I learned in high school
• Finding better furniture and decor, preferably the old kind without particle board
• Travelling

Die. I have no hope left in pretty much anything. But I am also hoping to be surprised, I guess.

Same as the past 10 years. Get a job.

Who knows, I might finish my novella someday.

Escape velocity.

A threesome with my wife and another woman 😎

girlfriend and driver's license

Get shit back on track I guess. On the one hand I shouldn't have much to complain. I own an apartment, have enough money to get by and buy myself something nice every now and then. But mentally and physically I'm a bit of a trainwreck at the moment. Burnt out and unsure what I really want from all of this. I kept going on too long in a state that provided me everything I wanted on paper, but somehow caused a lot of trouble in practice. Ignored my hobbies for so long that I don't really know how to start with them again. I need my younger spirit back. The one that just did things because it sounded fun without overthinking or focusing on the end result. But I feel like corporate life has poisoned me to think in results and plan everything in advance.

Keep my sanity

Took a hit professionally to move states and get out of and escape a few years of bad employers. Now I have a part-time job where I feel overqualified but it’s essentially the same price for me to be a stay-at-home dad most of the time with my new baby. So, I really hope that when she’s 5, I can have some semblance of challenge and purpose outside of fatherhood again. I am a video director so some sense of creating art for fun again would be nice, too.