Been a while since I posted something, so I decided to vhsnge that and bring a bit more positivitiy into the space again! Special kind too.

Directly to the point: I love waiting!

To be precise: I love the feeling of my body changing. The knowledge that every time I got to therapy, I get closer and closer to have bottom surgery. Even more then two years into my transition my boobs still grow and my body gets more feminine.

Watching myself walk longer and longer down this road is just enjoyable at this point. At the start I was an impatient lady, always wanting to get all at once. Now... I love the slow but constant changes and now, looking back, there is indeed a lot of pride in my chest. It did pay off to invest more time. It still does to do so every day.

Maybe you beat yourself over the head with things like "I should have startes sooner!", but then, second best is now. So get going!

Hope you have a pleasant time, you are stronger then you think!

Lila, signing off!