i started enanthate (4.0 mg, IM, every 7d) (from panacea pharma) november 2025. some months after, i switched to valerate (5.2 mg, subQ, every 5d). during my time on enanthate, i didn't notice any feminizing changes, though that wasn't why i switched. on valerate, i did notice feminizing changes. my skin got clearer, i developed breast buds, erections became harder to get and maintain, and i experienced a drastic improvement in mood. basically all the signs that E was working.

on 28 july 2026, i ran out of valerate, and switched back to the vial of estradiol enanthate that i had previously stopped using, this time at 5.6 mg, IM, every 7d. throughout the past month (as of 24 aug 2026) i've almost immediately noted more oily skin (having my first acne breakout in months), ease maintaining erections, higher libido, and worsened mood.

two things should be noted. for one, i cannot afford bloodwork. secondly, around the same time i switched back to enthanate, i also had my prozac dose lowered. this would explain the mood shift, and even the libido/erection changes, but not the acne.

i guess my question is, before panacea shut down, did anyone notice faulty products from them? any advice or other answers on why i'd notice these changes is also appreciated.

[–] 6 points 7 months ago (1 child)

i think it's just that the poster is a trans women and wanted to raise awareness through a meme about a struggle related to her identity

though i think it's also worth noting that trans women are being disproportionately targeted due to the unique intersections of oppression faced. (see that one english/british court ruling last year or so that declared trans women as not women, without saying anything about trans men; v-coding; the disproportionate attacks on transgender women of color; the disproportionate attacks on transgender sex workers, most of whom are women, vs cis sex workers)

though i don't see any reason why she couldn't have just said trans people. i doubt she thought about it that deeply really

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  • [–] 4 points 7 months ago (1 child)

    it's a meme, why are you trying so hard to deflect the attention away from trans women?

    why dismiss the unique struggles of trans women in favor of unspecified victims of prejudice, without even considering the root of the problem of systemic transphobia, before proposing a solution that has nothing to do with transphobia?

    why act like this image has influence on who "the nazis know [...] to target"? why even mention that?

    why mention being called a nazi when nobody ITT has called you a nazi?

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  • [–] -2 points 7 months ago* (15 children)

    trans women are being specifically mentioned because it is harder for trans women to find a job, or even get support from family (and therefore cover basic necessities) due to prejudice and systemic discrimination against trans women

    this comment kinda feels like responding "all lives matter" to someone saying black lives matter

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