I wanna see that fridge now.

New Years and 4th of July I don't celebrate much anymore. I'm an Army veteran, so I'm not that fond of fireworks.

I used to do this when I was on reddit from 2011-2026.

I did it because I'm a narcissist. Like actually, I was diagnosed with NPD in 2023. People disagreeing with me physically hurts. I don't know how to explain it but when a person has a worldview disagreeing with me, it feels like an attack on me and causes this kind of ache in my chest.

Everything just gets translated to, "Oh, you think this way? God, you're fucking stupid! I HATE YOU!" We cannot just disagree because my opinions and worldviews are so intrinsically linked with me. My whole world is me looking into a mirror and seeing nothing but my face. If it reflects something else, that's frightening.

I obviously am trying to be a better person now and don't react the same anymore, but in the day that is why I would do it.

I'm like a bird, I wanna fly away. I don't know where my home is.

I WANT TO GET AWAY! I WANNA FLY AWAY! (Like a bird.)

Video games. I got back into gaming and honestly my depression and anxiety have gone down. I been playing Boltgun 2 lately and despite how vicious the game is, it honestly does make me feel better.

Sidepiece 7.

Based Mississippi was not something I expected.

Municipal Broadband would be nice to have.

DUI hire Pete doing as DUI hire Pete does.

Based.

It was in part of the files we had released.

I'm not disabling my adblocker. That shit is unsafe.

PTO is over and I'm going back to work at my federal contracting job I'm going to be laid off from in June, so now I have the joy of applying to jobs.

And this current job market is really bad, to put is lightly. My anxiety is through the god damn roof and everything is terrible. At least my girlfriend is here.

I think AI is general is going to fuck up a lot of teens. I tend to advise the younger people either use Local Models or don't use AI at all.

Charlie Kirk II

Fuck that shit, use xxcancel. Meme was a bit low energy too.

https://xxcancel.com/Luciusideas/status/2120330124268622237

Yeah, that would do it. In my time in, I saw a ton of people getting fucked over because of drugs.

And this is exactly what I meant when I said being a veteran is weird. It really can feel like it's either virtue signally or people hating you.

Fuck those 11 DINOs who avoided voting. They might have pushed the tides and impeached DUI Pete for starting a war that nobody wanted!

Yowie is short for Yowie Kapowie which is an Australian board game about collecting monsters. "Doomed Yowie" is for when you realize you're about to lose to your opponent.