And I fucking hate it so fucking much. It's like being in a prison of your own mind. 😬

What "trying" looks like in this case is sitting and thinking about how important it is to do, and the more you think about it, the more you think about how much you don't want to do it, but you know you need to do it, but you definitely will hate doing it, and oh no 4 hours have gone by and all you've done is sit there.

AHDH in movies: the only one who can solve the world ending catastrophie

Sounds about right.

Do....do I have ADHD??

My face is swollen, I can't fix my teeth.

I think I will my story will end soon

Me.

Also me in the middle of a conversation: look at that 🐦/🦎/😺/ 🐿️

This.