Sorry for the repeated negative posts but still feel shit from the sleep thing today.
I just want things to go back to normal. It's fucking me up at work. Tired, demoralised.
Sorry for the repeated negative posts but still feel shit from the sleep thing today.
I just want things to go back to normal. It's fucking me up at work. Tired, demoralised.

Goodnight all โค๏ธ
Last day of in-office work before I go away for a month (where I might do a bit of occasional remote work because the money would be nice...) Really dry and boring document review to do today but it could be worse.
Things remain generally very quiet though (compared to the utter craziness that we had all of last financial year), so I'm actually legitimately a bit worried about how the business will keep up especially after I come back. Eh, that's not a problem for today. Maybe it's the universe prompting me to think a bit broader.
E: 3 hours to go and I still feel like clawing my eyeballs out
screams into void
hopes that void cat might appear in response
E: I am finally done with my last day of work before my trip!! Tomorrow I start driving around to get gift items and stuff, then start packing. Starting to feel real! ๐ฅณ
Jfc I'm pretty damn glad I pirated 28 Years Later and didn't go to the cinema to watch it like I'd planned. I hadn't watched any trailers or read any reviews.
And, what in the ever loving shit was that pile of utter wank thrust upon my eyes?
1/10 and it gets the 1 point purely for the Power Rangers scene because by that point I genuinely didn't think it could possibly get any worse but nope, to my utter disbelief they managed to subvert my expectations and pull it off.
That film has no redeeming features and I want money back for my time wasted.
Fucking hell, I really hated that film. I should've turned it off 5 minutes in when it became apparent that the opening scene wasn't a parody.
If they'd have called it "Monty Python's 28 inches later" it would've still been a shit Monty Python film by their standards, but at least I would've known what to expect.
Hotel club lounge have got me pegged. Take the empty plate, leave the empty glass because it will be refilled.
Snorkelling today, was absolutely stunning out there. Calm, sunny and filled with beautiful fish and coral.
Yup, just passed the half way point of 8 nights in Cairns!
sounds like heaven ๐
so jelly re the snorkling,
here in wintry Seaholme I pick up bits of coral and shells and use my imagination
I have a rental inspection this morning, which means I can't slob around in my pyjamas all day. I should probably find somewhere else for those random things I threw in the bath tub yesterday to give me more room to sort things. Mr Woof is going to be very upset, two visitors in the same week, that's like a full on invasion of our territory!
I just moved in to my brother's house. He moved to Vietnam. No more inspections. I was getting two inspections a week because the old place was up for sale. Bunch of randos coming to visit and gawk. No more inspections!
That would be a nightmare. Not just because of the frequency, but because people who are looking to buy want to be able to poke into everything, plus the added stress that if they buy the place these people will either be taking over as your landlord or evicting you at the end of the lease. I am really hoping I don't get stuck in that situation.
wonderful day to tackle mount washmore.
I did most of my washing a couple of days ago, so only had to tackle Molehill Washmore. But the load of towels is outside drying with a touch of sun and a bit of a breeze.
Managed to get into work.
Not to most comforable to walk around unfortunately.
Going to try and do as little on my feet today as possible.
I hope you heal quickly. Nails are one of those things that give me the heebie jeebies. Ouch.
can you ice up during lunch break?
Anthem for the Year 2000 - Silverchair still hits hard.
Fuck that album is so damn good
Melbcat has been checked out, given a vitamin b shot and blood test, and her blood pressure med is going up to a whole tablet.
The little black spot on her nose will be monitored as it could be precancerous, and if it gets large again thereโs a cream that can resolve it.
Edit: Dammit. Just answered a spam โsolarโ call thinking for some reason the vet was calling back. Letting whoever it was know itโs a live number. I reported to Scamwatch and blocked their number but theyโre probably spoofed anyway.
so , Melbcat is being looked after well and everything is under control ๐
Why, why do people keep coming to interrupt me during my lunch break?
I'm playing games on my Switch, is that not sign enough that I should be left alone?
So glad I've trained my workplace to NOT do that. If I'm in a bad enough mood, I closed the lunch room door - but the people whoever share my lunch break time know they're perfectly welcome.
Inspection done. Mr Woof was as upset about the invasion as expected and Miss Meow is still in hiding.
The sun has come out and it's a fairly decent day outside, I'm hoping it's enough to get a load of towels dry.
Edit: Miss Meow has just emerged from underneath the couch.
I saw the band Ulthar are playing the Bendigo Hotel this Saturday. They're the sort of band I thought would be too small to ever come here.
Check them out if you like the idea of an album being two 20 minute songs full of blackened death metal rifs
Having chops for tea tonight. You bet I'm gonna pick the best looking ones for me.
Bunnings chicken salt: 10/10, do recommend
Hold up WAT
Currently in random aisles they have Butcher's Axe chicken salt. At least moorabbin doth
They're using faecal transplants for a number of issues now. Notably obesity and diabetes and other such issues linked to the gut biome. Even regular depression and some addictions. Makes sense to me. Yes, I'd give it a whirl.
I would want a gastro specialist to really go through the risks for my specific circumstances before I signed up for it.
The reason it can be so powerful are the same that can make it risky -- people have died from poop that contained bad infectious material that was not picked up in screening, but also it might result in a transplant of traits from donors (food preferences, susceptibility to mental health concerns, weight changes etc.). That said, I also have an illness for which I would try any reasonably achievable treatment, even if the possibility of cure was low, and I'd be willing to take on more risk.
I used to conceptualise FMT as a very broad spectrum pro-biotic, but probiotics typically just pass right on through. An FMT really is a total re-colonisation an important system we still barely understand.
If nothing else seemed to be working I'd consider it. Definitely a strong link between the gut and brain so it doesn't seem that out there even if the thought of it is gross (it's not like I have to see or ingest or touch the stuff at least).
I donโt know much about bipolar but it seems like a pretty awful experience. The chance of a permanent cure would be tempting.
Yes. The idea is viscerally revolting, but same as medical maggots makes sense. I could deal with the poop as a mostly invisible process. Not maggots!
there is a better way
I think I would kiss people on the face lips to get the germs/biomass I need
fyi, i'm not kissing randos
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Coffee, lots of coffee please chef. And a small croissant spread with butter and vegemite.
Mashed potato with sardines and hot sauce please
omg, The young Seagoon's local beach is under tsunami alert, luckily they live on a hill about a km away and will be staying home, I know it seems a long way but they spend about an hour at the beach everyday
That earthquake off the coast of Kamchatka has set off so many tsunami warnings across the Pacific! 8.8 is big though.
NZ far away. They are saying the risk is strong currents and surges, but no evacuations needed as there are no land areas at risk. Just donโt go swimming or boating until the warning is lifted. Still scary though.
cup of tea and panadol, let's fix this sore back
hahahah tried that earlier this week..... my guts are still angry at me -_-
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thank you chef
I'm just trying to identify and remedy every single little niggling thing that subtracts from my quality of life and crushes my motivation
coffee in the early morning was one, it's tea from now on
Thoughts on Deb mashed potato? Seems to be all that's in supermarkets for instant mashed potato. I have been randomly craving mashed potato and wanna try.
Edit: yes I can appreciate real potato would be better but I'm interested in the shelf stability and convenience. I will try and report back
Deb is fake mashed potato. It also goes very very gluey unless made up veerry carefully and not stirred too much. I wouldn't bother with it. For shelf stable spuds, buy brushed potatoes, put them in a brown paper bag with a dry wettex/foam sponge in your fridge crisper drawer - they will last 6 months at least and maybe longer. Toss any that grow green sprouts or get very wrinkly, but most will still be good at least that long and will taste much much better than Deb. Also a shittonne cheaper. If you can, go to Vic Market and get a 5kg bag which will last a long time.
Also, for the absolute best mashed spud, chop well-scrubbed brushed spuds into largish chunks (no need to peel), put in COLD water and bring up to a boil very slowly. The 15 mins starts as the water begins to simmer. This does wunnnderful things as the cell walls of the spud slowly degrade but the starch grains don't, so the resulting mash is never gluey and tastes intensely of potato. Once tender, press/rub through a colander or sieve and beat a bit with a wooden spoon rather than using a potato masher, then steam off residual moisture before adding salt/pepper/milk/butter/cheeee to taste.
This mix can also be used to make pretty damn nice hash browns. Chill the mash in a lined loaf tin, then slice into convenient size(s), dust with seasoned flour and fry. You can even egg/panko the slices for extra crunch. Coated slices can be frozen for instant hash browns as needed. And you are fully in control of the shape ...
Its better made up with butter and milk instead of water, but its still nowhere near as good as proper home made mash.
It's bland as hell.
Peel a couple of spuds and cut into quarters. Put them in microwavable bowl with glad wrap on and nuke until soft (about 5 - 8 mins). Add a splash of milk, pinch of salt and a tablespoon of butter and mash the shit out of them. Adjust with milk.
Personally I boil my potatoes but I have done it this way and it works fine.
A mashed potato craving will only be satisfied making it yourself, Deb is not good. It's for school canteens. I haven't had it for a long time though, it could be better now.
Have never tried it and have no intention to. Leave that ultra processed chalk on the shelf. If you can boil water you can make mashed potato. No skills required. Peel and chop potato, boil in salted water until done. Drain, mash, add some butter and milk. Fluffy goodness done.
Buy real potatoes. Chop them up small and boil for 15 minutes. Drain and mash with a bit of butter, milk, salt and pepper.
Get the onion version. It's a childhood camping memory for me. Tin mug etc. it's nothing like the real thing but if you just want a bowl of stodge to hold your desired quantity of butter/cheese it's perfect.
Itโs not the same as the real thing but not bad. Butter, salt and pepper would improve it. I wish it didnโt contain milk
Me starting a new Baldur's Gate 3 save: this time I'm going to have Wyll and Gale in my party!
Me meeting Shadowheart and Astarion again: yes my beloved! Come with me on this grand adventure!
Apparently Baldurs Gate 3 can get your Xbox account banned? Thatโs dumb
Havenโt played because $ but Astarion seems funny as hell https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=cA6yF9M70zM
okay guys I gotta change seats and do some walking at home to ease my back
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