Kinda bad. Managing, but a big relational thing just blew up in my world and now the guy I'd been involved with is kinda making vague threats that he won't be cordial if I go to the social thing he's a greeter at that I've been going to for the last like 7-8 years... :(

Greeters aren't official organizers, so I messaged organizers and asked what to do here. Just fuckin stressed about how the situation will be handled. I thought this was over with and now it's escalated, and I dont wanna loose the space that has been my whole connection to community and where I go to work on social anxiety...

Just want off this stressful ride. Never had the "I walked past all the red flags" experience before, turns out thats a thing I am capable of finding myself in

Good and bad. I publicly announced a major extension I'm working on for elite dangerous to positive responses. But I got sick and I'm in bed feeling guilty I can't work on it and shitty that i'm still unemployed.

Awesome! I got a uni offer today and am very excited. My friend has also (finally) got a good IELTS score, so very happy for them too :D

Exhausting. Work drama. Death of a friendship. Stress induced health shit. ICE cucks all over my city to fuck elections. I want two weeks away.

very busy but getting shit done is always good and rewarding.

making a lot of progress the past few months.

just wish it would translate into something other folks could understand instead of them looking at me like I'm a monster when they ask me what I have been up to and I mention all my goals I'm meeting.

But if I switch to complaining/lying about how life sucks, they immediately latch onto that and want to chat me up.

I hate how happiness isn't allowed anymore, it's so socially isolating.