Kinda bad. Managing, but a big relational thing just blew up in my world and now the guy I'd been involved with is kinda making vague threats that he won't be cordial if I go to the social thing he's a greeter at that I've been going to for the last like 7-8 years... :(

Greeters aren't official organizers, so I messaged organizers and asked what to do here. Just fuckin stressed about how the situation will be handled. I thought this was over with and now it's escalated, and I dont wanna loose the space that has been my whole connection to community and where I go to work on social anxiety...

Just want off this stressful ride. Never had the "I walked past all the red flags" experience before, turns out thats a thing I am capable of finding myself in