20% is optimistic

The technical term for my condition is "donkeybrained".

Pet Peeve: "The neurodivergent experience" like it's a monolithic thing rather than the weird and wonderful hodgepodge of symptoms, eccentricities, and personalities that fall under the umbrella of neurodivergent. I see it way too often and always assume the writer is narcissistic or just not neuro at all.

it's actually possible to be in sheer agony 100% of the time even with the special interests

so true mrpmrpmrpmprmrpmp

Depends. Online I'm the former (the optimistic type), in real life when i'm not actively stimming it's the latter XD

Yeh. This flesh machine I inhabit is broken. I'd like a refund.

Glad to know it's not just me.