The good times are especially good and the bad times are especially bad, currently dating one and confused a lot of the time

Sometimes she's a "pick any hole" kind of girl with fictional tier blowjobs every morning but the flipside is I'm sometimes the worst person in the world because I said something triggering I don't learn about until days later that isn't even triggering to a normal person

I'm really sensitive like an empath so I've been losing sleep over whether to run or if her gushing love for me part time is worth the struggle, and also it's stressful thinking I already locked in and she might do something bad to herself if I leave now

Girl is insanely attractive like beyond my league too for context, I'm 31 and she is 26, with cutting scars all over her body which don't actually scare me but it means it probably will keep happening and there's nothing I can do about it

So far she's self aware and warns me when she's about to get sick again and I think the maturity and honesty is why I haven't ran yet. But even with warning, and her turning on me soon after, is still incredibly confusing for me

Also she sent me this meme