Are you even from Iowa? Either way, you are screwed. If you don't see the benefit of voting for the lesser evil, you do you, but all that does is make when you do have to choose the lesser evil be in even more dire circumstances.
I'd rather choose a ban on federal funds being gaslit as "liquidating trans people", which is no different to Republican candidate Ashley Hinson's position, to go through the majority least likely to allow it to go through, Democrats. Meanwhile, a MAGA dominated senate has allowed actual liquidation of trans people from serving in places like the military and other federal agencies.