if you have tons of money in the bank, i'd probably seek a professional's help with that.

if you're broke as fuck like the rest of us, i imagine a lot of the negative emotions surrounding (pretty much anything) may be due to external factors and seeking the aforementioned professional's help may actually make it worse (therapists cost money!)

i say this as someone who has finally stitched together the perfect emulation setup across all my devices and still cannot finish final fantasy 9

There’s a lot of emotional drain with that kind of weight, so that totally makes sense. I’m honestly shocked I haven’t been laid off (again) yet.