And you're some dude who rages at people online because you hate your life?
maybe you should take that rage and turn it into something productive my dude. self-pity isn't a productive activity and your indulgence in it only make your life worse, and your moms. maybe work out, volunteer, etc. you have enough money apparently to have an active internet connection? dunno where you live but where I live a ISP fee can easily be $100+ and that's enough food for one person for a few weeks.
call it privileged all you want. as far as I'm concerned I busted my ass my entire life and now I get to chill and enjoy the fruits and comfort of my hard-labor that many of my peers refused to engaged in. and i'm laughing it all up.
you could also have spend your time raging here on applying for jobs, or getting job counseling or million other things to improve your life. but it's your choice to not do that. crash out online all you want i guess.