Yeah it probably won't. Like Theresa and Shirow said the mental transition is the biggest influence that can change you. We are living in a superficial world. The internet is filled with survivorship bias(attractive people tend to show off and are more visible), keep that in mind.

I too see myself as unattractive(lack features that our society sees as attractive) and sometimes feel alienated when I consume media. What helped me dealing with that is working on my mental health, and time.

I am in the team "HRT is not magic". HRT is giving you smooth skin and small titties for the most part, the rest is up for you to do unfortunately.

I wrote a post a few months back where I ranted my emotions and since then my situation improved again. I have bad and good years since starting transition. And I am not alone, we are all struggling, some maybe more than others. Please don't beat yourself up too much over it. Give it some time.