Dude just accept it, accept it that it's ruining your life, accept that you have ADHD, stop fighting it. Started doing that a few years ago and shit still sucks, but at least I'm not stressed about trying to fix it. Because it's so fucking tiresome trying to adapt to other people's expectations, you always crash.

It's me and my who a I am, embrace the positives with that it gives you, stop trying to compete with people that don't have it, you fit into a different mold. I would never have the work I have if I didn't have ADHD, it's a fucking super power you bafoon