it is but it has been only 4 hours (or so idk; time is broken on this OS) since we had a small discussion.

This feels personal :P

My main concerns are those that I have somehow gaslighted myself and that my emotions and memories are fake.

oh I would if I felt certain. If I could like right now permanently get easily bindable breasts I would take it. Personal and I like the feeling of rolling in bed and feeling the tissue kind of stretch. It's a personal part of me making me feel fem, so I doubt I would dislike them if they got bigger but hideable. It's really just that it's permanent and my mood keeps swinging between certainty and self doubt. In one swing I inject E in another I destroyed my syringes as it was the only way to not take it during swings.

I grew up with Windows and I switched, because my installation got broken (updates didn't work), it later got hacked, (I use there is nothing to lose mindset for piracy), and I was too annoyed with Windows. I wanted more privacy and performance from my device, so Linux experience was a nice surprise as it turned out to be so much better.

My body is very sensitive to estrogen. The breast tissue I have is a real is a real tissue and not just water or fat.

I still swing even without E and to be honest I like the swings on E. Just not about a big life decision. And I use injections.

I kind of cannot imagine what I would look like. I would take all of those changes to a degree but I don't hate my current looks. My head is still swinging with this question and every time I try to give up I just can't. Estrogen makes me feel alive, pausing E made me feel like dying inside, and now I cry without knowing why.

yep, I tried E for 6 weeks (happy with the permanent changes) and stop because my mood was swinging (still is) too often for me to make a such permanent decision. Now is 2nd month since pausing and I do feel like shit.

Everyone has been born so everyone should have had a free birth. I do agree that workers need better pay but certain expenses should be handled by the government only. It's not gonna properly optimize itself by supply and demand when we as a society benefit in more children.

I have my grub set to 1s to Mint. Because of that I keep on accidentally booting to Windows like once a week.

I also don't get how one of my friends (comp sci student) does not block ads on her phone, because of the user interface for YouTube. Also avoiding Vesktop (FOSS discord client)