[–] 2 points 3 weeks ago (2 children)

Maybe I'm the outlier, but all the corporate wellness teams I've worked with have been really dedicated to what they do and advocate for the health of the employees. Did they get the support from the higher ups? Hell no lol. But at least the actual wellness department had excellent intentions.

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  • [–] 21 points 1 month ago (1 child)

    I thought about switching to Graphene a while back but asked a question about this in another thread. As tempting as it was, it seemed like the entire project hinged on Google updating AOSP. Stopping that to fuck over Graphene is exactly the type of piece of shit asshole behavior I would expect from Google.

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  • [–] [S] 3 points 2 months ago (1 child)

    I don't have much confidence in my ability to play music. But music is the one thing that can get any kind of rise out of me during these phases. I wish I had musical performing talent, but I can't keep rhythm and there's something about the way my voice sounds or works that will never sound good. I've tried singing for guys tutorials on YouTube. But it is a dream of mine to play guitar and sing. There's something about music that can convey a feeling in a universal way, the way words can't. Which is funny because words are involved as in lyrics.

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    Nothing in the world seems to help. I spent forever trying to find something to watch, but literally nothing felt good. Even when I eventually put something on it felt empty and I just ended up staring at the wall. I tried playing videos games, some of which I really love, and I turned them all off after a few minutes. I've tried other things too. Half the time I don't even eat. Time passes in slow motion, like some kind of purgatory. The worst is I can't even sleep. I have the next few days off and they're going to feel like an eternity. It actually scares me. How do you get through this? I'm desperate.

    For what it's worth, I see a therapist weekly and I'm on a few different medications. This particular bout of sadness is caused by an especially painful rejection.

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