It's incredible to me that 4chan can pull the most racist, sexist, and homophobic dregs of our society AND the sweetest, nicest, softest uwu trans folks. Why would the latter want to hang out in a place where the former wants them dead??
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/tttt/ is incredibly self destructive. Like, I'm sympathetic to the core emotion that a lot of freshly out trans people are cringe about it, but their cringe is the price of self discovery, of experimentation, and authenticity in a difficult and awkward stage of relearning who you are and who you can be. /tttt/ is a hub of people so fearing being cringe that they forget to live and to learn to be authentic (something I too once struggled with). And in a great irony it too is cringe, while the cringe of unabashed self expression and experimentation contains the seeds of coolness.
In short, I'm glad they're touching grass.
yeah, I don't know who thinks /tttt/ isn't cringe, lol
I tend to think of it more as a kind of black-pill space where people congregate to bond over their shared misery, social alienation, gender dysphoria, etc.
I think their hatred of others is symptomatic of their self-loathing more than anything.
I've never been in that particular pit, as I don't experience gender dysphoria in my assigned gender, but I recognise the shape of the pit based on other experiences being hopeless. Giving into one's hopelessness can be an odd comfort sometimes. If you believe that this is it for you and it can't ever get better, then you're protected from the pain of hoping for more. Sometimes you hope for more and you work ridiculously hard to make it happen, but it still doesn't feel enough to make you want to live. The prospect of that is so scary that resigning oneself to misery feels safer.
When I was very low, I resented people who were happier than me (which was most people) because they disrupted the worldview I'd built where there was no point in trying. Or alternatively, I resented them because I viewed them as being ontologically different to me — people who were born with the capacity to be happy, whereas people like me had no choice to stew in misery.
What sucks is that I did have a choice about a lot of things, but I didn't have a choice about the systemic oppression that pushed me down that pit in the first place. I'm doing a lot better now, and I don't feel like I'm in a pit anymore (besides the ultra wide pit of "suffering under late stage capitalism", but at least I'm in good company). To get to this point, I need to be able to acknowledge that I was both powerless and powerful in my own life. I feel sad whenever I see /tttt/ and other cult-like doomer cultures because I really sympathise.
Tech won't save us, but we sure could make a great start by, say, submerging 20 carefully chosen server racks in pickle juice.
4chan: take the black pill, you will never get to be an anime girl
reality: is an actual anime girl
What does mean tttt? It sounds like a name of one my creature in Spore. Was looking better than sound.
it's 4chan's trans community, their board was /lgbt/ and the joke was that there weren't a lot of lesbian, gay, or bi people, it was mostly trans people, so instead of lgbt it was just "trans, trans, trans and trans" (hence /tttt/ instead of /lgbt/). It started off just as a joke about the over-representation of trans women on the 4chan /lgbt/ board.
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