Never had a formal diagnosis. Figured it out when reading about autism to try and understand my step-son, who is clearly and obviously autistic but refuses to admit even the possibility that he isn’t neurotypical.

Just turned 55, too late to do anything about it. I can’t justify spending that sort of money to satisfy my intellectual curiosity. The “support“ groups I tried to join were full of autistic people and I lost patience with them.

Feeling very isolated and powerless this evening. Fortunately my dog is here to keep me company.

Learned more about my diabetes in 2 days than I did in the six years I lived with it. I am gonna fucking cry when they paywall Gemini.

Anyways, got some decent diabetic plans setup, that are budget friendly and found out the supplements multi-billion dollar industry has sunk its teeth into the diabete industry. Also, assume everything is a scam, all the time. I fucking hate this country

Went to the Gym today, working out was easier this time. Do need to make specific workout routines, though.