I would've wanted to be a freelance builder, crafter, designer and engineer. Here's why I know I can't, it's because I am terrible with just knowing things. An experienced craftsman knows their tools by heart, can pick one up that they absolutely need for the job at hand. They know their workshop, inside and out. They can calculate measurements with barely thinking. They just have it together.

That's not me. You can show me 3 different types of a philips screwdriver and for every one, I'd be like "erm..uh, still philips to me!" when there is subtle differences between them. I can barely measure things to save my life. I am just stunted to learn so many of these things, but I'm only capable of doing small projects at the very least.

People like Adam Savage really have inspired me, having seen the things he can do and how passionate he is about what he does. I love that. I wish I could be that. But I'm not.

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I'd love to be a philosopher, but the only job you can really get is teaching philosophy. Which is more of a teacher job and not really a philosophy job ironically enough.

I work in a metal fabrication shop so I'm usually tired when I get home most days so it would be hard to try and start a YouTube channel or something, and I'm not charismatic enough to just talk openly to a camera and have people watch.

I still read up on old thinkers, i just don't get money for it. Kierkegaard is an older one i like. Idk if Alan Watts is considered one but he's my favorite modern "thinker", he gave me the most beautiful idea I've ever encountered so he'll always be in my top 3.

Occultism/Natural Law/Hermeticism also have some interesting ideas.

Have to wade thru a lot of shit tho, especially in older books. My favorite was someone legitimately believing if you boiled piss for 5 years it would turn into the philosophers stone lolol. And if the temperature changes even 1° at any point in the 5 years you have to start over. And that's why philosopher stones don't exist anymore. I think the alchemists would say he had the "gold fever" as alchemy was more about turning a person as worthless as lead, into someone as valuable as gold. And there's a clue to finding the actual "philosophers stone" in its name.

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