Sorry to disappoint you, but I'm not actually an exmuslim myself, but a normal Christian. I like to keep an eye on religious and adjacent communities like this in case I can learn something. I also have an anxiety disorder, which doesn't help when it comes to posting things. I just wanted to speak up to let you know that you wouldn't entirely be speaking into the void if you decided to post something here, and I would even encourage it. I'm pretty sure you can just ask the Lemmy.World admins and they would be happy to give you control of the community, if you want to go that route, otherwise the moderation is ultimately up to them.