People share your opinion here. You are the movement and discussion is how it starts. Are you so naive that you think our current paradigms are going to solve our problems? We must invent new ones. This is the first step of any change. You are literally here at the first step and have already given up because you are disillusioned.

Leftist don't have the answer, they just have compassion (well, some of them). There are so many good ways to solve our problems it isn't funny. You are supposed to be finding these solutions that will be acceptable for all parties. There are winners and losers in every policy decision. The trick is making it palatable for the loser.

If you haven't figured it out we are the losers. They are making it somewhat palatable for us (non wealthy people). This is what needs to be changed and we have to convince people. This is what will bring about change. None of our existing paradigms offers the answer. You are here to create this new paradigm.

When you change yourself, you change the world. You influence those around you. It seems like you'd rather be complacent like the majority. Of course a public messaging board will have people just yapping with little action. The real effort & action is happening locally in your towns and city council meetings. You have to get out there and find those groups that are willing to put in that effort & not be complacent. If there isn't a group, let yourself be the spark. It's exhausting and sucks sometimes but seeing it grow with real change at the local level is beautiful.

We’re not dropping out; we’re infiltrating and taking over accelerating the collapse.

You might be right that self destruction is the only viable ending. But joining them and "feeling good" well knowing you are participating in artrocious activities and self destruction makes you an huge asshole.

(a whole bunch of blah blah blah trying to justify the last sentence)
So I join them not because I believe in their cause, I join them because I believe self destruction is the only valid way out of this.

I am not terribly convinced by your own strawmanning nor by your stated desire to see their destruction. I would at least piss on a nazi that was on fire to help put it out. Letting them burn just creates martyrs. Wearing their colors and dousing them petrol is just more nazi shit.