Idk how to tell you but everyone around me is so poor that if I fall there's nothing to catch me at all... Hell, there's borrowed money I fully expect to never get back too... I'm sure I'm not the only one in this situation

Also, there is no support group when everyone in that support group has children. NOBODY will help you if they have a child because even if they earn the medium income in their country, they will still spend ALL of it on their child, I bloody guarantee it. Either that or they save it for when the child grows up. They will not help you with anything significant.