It was alright. Enjoying the moody weather as pretext for myself to be moody.
Currently reading a book about emotionally immature parents and realising that I shouldn't be telegraphing my emotions day/night as a way to seem less threatening and more sincere, but just forget myself and look through the eyes of others. Especially if I can imagine them as carefree kids trying to communicate, then I should give people to chance to meet me half-way