I had a delusional dream of cloning a female version of me using my father's X chromosome essentially just literally the female me. I was then going to use an array of gold nanowires implanted into both our brains from birth to allow our brains to act as one. Then when my body died I'd carry on in the body I was meant to have.

Realising that I'd never be able to fund such a project and that i would have to take the life of a newborn was difficult for me. Because im 90% sure it can be done. These thoughts were pretty frequent and occured when I was still an egg. I've since given up on that, but now I have a masters in a biomedical field.