That’s an interesting way to put it. Are you referring to Cervantes and the windmills?
My subjective pessimism stems from the fact that I’ve lost faith in my own future—my personal future. It’s just that, due to certain circumstances, I reached a point where I lost hope for what lies ahead. I’ve come to terms with that now.
As for objective pessimism, that has nothing to do with my personal outlook. If you like, you could call it dialectics in its most extreme form... )))))
But seriously, Comrade, when was the last time you saw someone looking toward humanity's future with confidence and optimism—without any illusions?