fuck I'm not in the right headspace when I'm asking this, unresolved trauma. Now I'm repeating in my head "love them more than my mental illnesses".

I wanted to warn an organization i cared about my past and that manipulation comes naturally to me to the point where I don't notice after the fact. I legit want see them succeeded and stand in blind solidarity.

I have reached out someone in the organization about my issues. I'm hoping they respond.

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[–] [S] -1 points 5 months ago (6 children)

weird when I get drilled for a claim someone made. the context is that its apocryphal. they said they worked with psychopaths in a psych ward i think (memmories fuzzy but its in one of my lemmy accounts). I actually do agree with him and it caused a little self reflection

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  • [–] 8 points 5 months ago (5 children)

    So, no, you haven't had a professional evaluation? Internet comments are not a diagnosis

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  • [–] [S] -2 points 5 months ago (4 children)

    So are you a dick to everyone that admits they're not in the right headspace or just me. I admit I'm a manipulative narcissist that can make people like you feel shitty. I already pointed out in the past that Lemmy users are mentally ill and need to confront their issues.

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  • [–] 3 points 5 months ago (3 children)

    I'm speaking objectively, I'm not criticizing you. Your emotional and defensive response says more about you than me. I encourage you to step back and look at what was said again.

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  • [–] [S] 0 points 5 months ago (2 children)

    No i actually putting the idea in your head that you're bringing demanding and toxic in your head.

    I had another guy ask me how I was sexually assaulted and their first thought was to ask if dry humping was penetration...

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