If you asked teen me how long I'd think I'd love, I'd probably say till my mid-late 20s then kill myself. I kind of just let life take the wheel after high school cause I figured putting in time and effort with further schooling was a waste of time and money. So I worked retail....for 11 years.....at the same job with no promotions. Now I'm almost 31 working at a slaughterhouse with diagnosed anxiety problems on top of epilepsy and possible autism. My therapist is helping me get in a better mindset, but I don't know if I could ever see myself doing any schooling.