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[–] 2 points 7 months ago* (1 child)

As another said, can't remember the last time I cried for myself. I know and understand a lot of the reasons for a bunch of things, but also come to accept that I can't do anything about many of them. Usually just swear and move on with it.

In the case that someone offends me or attacks me or my beliefs, I only get angry and tell them to fuck off for eternity. I don't do forgive and forget, I remember and resent.

Heartfelt stuff in shows and movies can make me tear up, but I haven't ugly cried in like 5ish years when life shat all over me and spit in my mouth. Doing better now but I imagine it would take something big to make me cry again.

😮‍💨

Edit: another comment reminded me, last time was when my grandpa was about to pass and I broke down at work of all places 😭

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  • [–] 1 point 7 months ago

    If and when you break, it's going to be a whopper. I speak from my own experience and this hurts my heart for you. Been there, done it and stayed there, for years. I'm glad I stuck with therapy and when I couldn't, doggedly working on myself. I wish you all the very best.

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