Damn that reminded of one of the times I did salvia. My friends said I looked like I was in a seizing up kind of pose but not shaking. Dropped head, angled wrists, and an extended leg with a pointed out ballerina foot kinda thing.

Anyways, I hit the salvia and I’m suddenly split into a water wheel, I can see all the actions of my top self on the couch and the actions preceding it from my view at the bottom of the water wheel. It felt like I was there for a long time maybe an hour, I remember I use to say years but I think was being dramatic for fun story telling, it was 30ish seconds my friends told me.

Sorry to hear about the lifelong disorder, I have some health stuff from being a drug addict in my youth.