This was kinda me too, hence me stopped play it after some 20h in, and let it rest for half a year.. recently I decided to give it another go, and when you get the hang of the huge amount of controls in this game, ie; when you can play "smooth" with the controls and the animations that come with them different button clicks, it's such a game changer (at least for me). Not gonna lie, it took me about 30-40 hours to get comfortable and be productive/effective with how to play this game (these kind of games aren't my goto though, I'm more of a Tetris guy, haha)