Either in regards to the current political situation, or for other reasons. What drew you to the idea of living in another country? Do you think whatever benefits it offers are really worth it, or is the grass just greener on the other side of the fence?
I've visited before, yes, and I know exactly what you mean lol. I felt the same way when I was there, the freedom of movement and quality of life about everything is so incredible that you just have to experience it yourself to believe it. I think visiting with my partner would help, but that's a lot of money at a relatively short timescale to prepare in case things get really bad. We could do it, but...
What's the Discord you're using to learn Dutch? I've actually been "learning" for a few years just using Duolingo and I've been pretty lazy over the last year so I've stalled. Netherlands was actually always my goal before I even started dating my partner, which is partly contributing to our problems I think.