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That's like...a normal thing, right? Right?? Cause you can see if you made a mistake, if you actually said what you wanted to say and not some gibberish instead...right?? I'm normal, aren't I???

TMI, trauma tangentI have...bad thoughts. Sometimes. Well, pretty often. They're the kind of thoughts that people who went through horrible things sometimes have. Thoughts that...are supposed to make them "feel in control" of what's happened to them, if I understand it correctly.

But...I don't remember anything. I don't think I have any trauma. As hard as I try to search my memory, nothing comes up. Nothing like that, nothing traumatizing. Nothing "bad". And that's why it doesn't make sense to me. I don't know why I'm like this.

I mean the only thing I remember is my step-dad very briefly groping my ass when we were getting off the subway when I was younger, but that's it. And I don't even feel any trauma from that. Nothing bad happened to me. And still they won't stop...

I should get a therapist...

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Not just trauma control, but overall a great way to carefully review your thoughts, have editors review it, proofread, improve it, etc..

I fell in the dark tetrad category of upbringing, so me an my siblings learned to control information pretty quick. DNA donors always ask “why won't my kids call/visit/send letters” etc., without consulting a family therapist why we are withdrawn/estranged. Sooo many publications, so many videos. Nope, rebound to the same old Machiavellian DARVO tactics. Now my 🥚🧬 “wants to know how I am doing.” I told 🥚🧬 how 🥚🧬 will do so, & at my leisure.

Siblings trust each other4life though. Did I ever mention one of my sibs is still wanted by IA? E’ll never be able to repay me for that😤

re: TMI, trauma tangent

I should get a therapist

If you can afford it, always. No doubt’it

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