I'm not sure how to spoiler things here all the time. So warning, injury, possible death.

Yesterday, a bit after I answered the last one of these, my mother called. Her husband wasn't waking up. He was breathing. He has vitals. But he wasn't waking up. He's currently in the ICU and still...just not waking up. I'm not hopeful about this at all.

I didn't sleep last night. I should, the chest freezer arrives today. But my twin and my husband are here so they can if I pass out before it arrives.

Advanced directives are being updated for several people. I should have one. My husband should have one. Everyone should have one? We also need to write down passwords and account information and just. Entropy sucks. So much.

I'm exhausted by existence. Things had been nice for a bit. Why must they just fucking suck.