As long as I suffer from depression, I was using it as a form of self-medication. I don't really have a libido. I am asexual. Not really attracted to women but attracted to porn which is really unhealthy. I have been fighting this addiction for ten years. In and out of therapy, no therapist could really remedy the situation. And my psychiatrist won't help me because she just says its healthy but if it interferes with daily routines it is definitely unhealthy. NNN is an opportunity to grow. While there is nothing wrong with masturbation, porn is a nasty industry that is riddled with corruption. I've seen documentaries on it. So, there is a moral component. I also don't want to objectify people which is what looking at porn is doing.