Yeah, and mine just got renewed for a year a couple of months ago so I'm gonna stick with it for the time being, hoping they listen to their paying customers while exploring the self hosting options but I really am not sure that's for me. I managed to do a lot of privacy related improvements in my digital life by just following github instructions blindly and such, but I think self hosting for email is the step that really goes above my pay grade. I tried doing jellyfin and high seas to stop paying for ellison's hbo but it didn't work out well and I'm back to paying for it begrudgingly. Ugh.