XXL [SMBC] (discuss.online)
submitted 2 weeks ago by to c/comicstrips@lemmy.world
 

cross-posted from: https://discuss.online/post/47437499

http://www.smbc-comics.com/comic/xxl

Alt textI haven't dated in a long time, so this may be unrealistic.

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[–] 1 point 2 weeks ago (1 child)

I mean, bonus points for dignity, but she was drunk and could not really consent iirc.

Maybe I am overly cautious, aggressive due to well... I am bitter too, I feel like I am lesser than others.

But I decided to just leave it alone, as I am not entitled to like sex and stuff. But I just don't complain, and I feel insulted to hear someone else feel entitled like that. It is hard not to see it as a bad thing.

Ironically, I had someone interested in me even recently, but I politely declined due to standards.

At the same time, I gave up because. well, I can just feel that I am not that complete as a person.

I am broken, and also dirty in many ways. I don't feel I am for even friendships, even society, let alone a romantic or sexual relationship.

I technically am where I am by choice, so not an incel per-se, but I also reject myself. I get this, and it irritates me if I feel someone is entitled.

I just want to feel nothing and produce, without taking anything anymore.

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  • [–] 3 points 2 weeks ago

    I mean, bonus points for dignity, but she was drunk and could not really consent iirc.

    I was also drunk, we were at a bar. She moved towards me to make out. People make out and fuck drunk and/or high all the time.

    general self loathing

    Honestly I don't know you that well, but I relate to the self loathing, but on a "social fuck up" sort of way.

    That said, chances are you put society on a pedestal. The average person is either astoundingly stupid or a sociopathic/narcissistic piece of shit and as a result society is unfair and dysfunctional. As a result, you shouldn't be hard on yourself. In fact, that you are as hard on yourself as you seem, you are probably better than the average person by a notch or two.

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