I'm sorry you feel this way and I'm sorry things are rough for you and others.
I do an honest painstaking attempt to fulfill my civic duties, as I understand them. The most important one of these is to attempt to deactivate the dehumanization and polarization that, the way I see it, is the root cause of the collapse of our civilization.
Psychos and dick bags will always have an advantage regarding securing power, whatever color they paint themselves in. What people that have moral concerns and care and want to see a better life for us all, as I'm sure you do, can do to this effect is to stop feeding the monsters. Not fall in their divisive hate speech, to not look at our fellow humans as if they have no soul because they were inoculated by a different mind virus than our own.
You see right wing vs left wing or maybe rich vs poor. I see healthy people and sick people. The sick spread their disease of hate, fear and dehumanization so others follow in their suit and they can get what their sick hearts desire... and many do, but the problem was never the people, it's the disease.
I'm a human too, btw, and I'm pretty sure I've seen some of your posts somewhere and iirc you seemed witty and well intended. I'm tempted to look at your post history now, but I'll do it after I finish my reply now lol.
Anyway, please don't drink the poison. There's love and care, wonder and beautiful things in your heart you may offer all, if you wanted to.
And the most miserable of men, those who have taken and harmed their way through this world in hopes of getting rid of the seething pain of a utilitarian, loveless existence where people are all instruments, maybe they will some day see people like us just being happy and kind to each other with basically nothing in our hands, and they might never admit it, but in the bottom of their minds they'll know they've been missing out and have wasted their entire lives.
I hope you can see what I'm getting at, and if you think I'm deluded I can't blame you at all. I probably am, too, but gotta believe in something, you know?