Yeah, that’s totally fair. I wish it wasn’t so expensive. At least where I live, good regular beans are $22-29 without going to the super expensive stuff, for 300g. Meanwhile I can go to Costco and get a 1kg bag of Lavazza Oro for $28. It’s hard to justify getting specialty beans in a lot of cases. And then decaf is usually a few dollars more again. So yeah, I totally get what you mean.
The way I’ve been rationalizing it is that I’ve mostly cut out alcohol so I feel like I’m not spending any more money (I’m probably actually saving money), but it’s still an expensive hobby.