No I don't think you're weird, though you might be. I was referring to "the weird" like Lovecraftian weird tales.

I think the posts you've given me to work with are full of pseudo religious, "alternative" bunk dressed up in long-winded prose and and upsold vocabulary. It may seem inciteful and profound to people that need a dictionary to read it, but to me it looks, well, c/ iamverysmart or c/im14andthisisdeep.

To wit: "The use of complicated vocabulary and style as a mask for ignorance or to appear smarter is most commonly referred to as Sesquipedalian Loquaciousness.  This term describes the habit of using long, complex, or obscure words when simpler alternatives would suffice, often perceived as pretentious or an attempt to obscure a lack of substance."

I don't even want to engage you because you've added so much word salad dressing here it's cringey to read your replies. If you want to leave lilith behind, distill down, and get to the point we can maybe reengage, but this isn't worth it to me.

We can compare PhDs later, but right now this smarmy, oversold, middle school darks arts paper routine just makes me feel bad for you.