Hey kid, You almost died? That sounds super scary and I'm really glad that you made it. Sucks that your dad didn't come and visit you.
What was the thing you were most looking forward to when finally coming out of there again?
Not all days are good days, but the people around you don't get to define who you are. I know it's hard sometimes but they have no right to it and even if they turn out to be giant assholes that doesn't mean you are worth less by any means. The fact that you're still here, still getting up again after reach hard blow means you're worth more than all of them together.
And honestly? There are great people out there. Don't give up. Same qualification as your peers, I'd hire the trans person every time. Bc I know you had to fight so much harder to get there.
And if you need some time away from wearing your grown up boots and just want to be small again for a time? That's so OK. We all need that sometimes. Come around here. We'll always find some time to listen to your stories and make you feel heard and appreciated as the amazing kid you are. Big hug from your dad for a minute ❤️