yuh, i feel disconnected from this culture whole life, since i was kid i was know is a asshole which needs leave

then never speak russian outside and forget this fcking language at all

the "progressive" russians are usually just dont like putin but not culture, they are same faschists

russians are awful awful awful, even east europeans

actually i slowly developing agoraphobia(((((((( i feel so unsafe outside, i feel trapped, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, my home is only safe place, my cats are only who care me a lot mewomreormwome mrprpmpr im cat too!! :3333, even parents are still toxic due culture